I wasn’t kidding in that post when I said that was my nightmare. I just had one about something similar (but way more cruel) with a mother dog, and woke up and bawled my eyes out.
Fuck that. I don’t want to sleep anymore tonight. I can’t dream about that shit anymore. No one knows the details, but it was just AWFUL…so terrible!! It just makes me even more misanthropic, and I didn’t realize that was possible.
Gonna spend the rest of my morning cuddling Lily and hoping I forget that nightmare forever.